july 04 so, work is more hectic than usual but the drawings keep coming. i got to find a way to put painting into my routine. i think thats the only way i'll get to do more paintings. the only other time i do put color to a drawing is when there is a hot girl that i have crush on is involved. anyway, so far this year has been far from boring. have gotten some new models and made some new friends. been itching to to travel. going to miami in september and hoping to go to california soon.

december 03 decided to put a picture of me and cora as a cover. its been along time coming. debated about it cause i dont want to make it seem like i'm living in the past. but she was a big part of my life. come the 20th of this month she'll be dead 14 years. and i still miss her. on to brighter news. i applied to be in the walk of shame at the emerald con in seattle. me and a friend, ed, will be sharing a table. i'll have prints, stickers, t-shirts, and pins. i'll be dressed up either as a dog or cat. not sure yet. me and ed hope to attract some attention. two of my best friends got engaged. brian and jen. wish them the best. known them for almost as long as i've lived in seattle. god knows how they put up with me. well how anyone does for that matter. i like to think i'm one of the botched and the bungled.

august 15 not much to up date. been adding alittle here and there to the website. i'll have page 20 up pretty soon and i'll have more paintings too. was in miami for 3 weeks not to long ago. that was fun. didnt do much this time around but got to hang out with the friends that i wanted to and my nephew. pretty uneventful. hoping to go to portland next with and shoot a friend that i havent shot with in a while. good times. hope everyone is doing well.

may 27 i've been busy as hell drawing wise as of late. got my first show coming up next month. hopfully the reception will be great. i'll be raffleing off a framed original. the money will go to a friend that really needs the money. the reason behind it is because the last two paintings i've sold were for friends that had to pay off medical bills from cancer. one of them survived the other one didnt. so if i'm going to make money off my art i want a little going to someone who needs it. so come down, get drunk and buy a raffle ticket if not a print. hope everyone is doing good these days. oh, i'll be in miami in july. cant wait. i miss my brother.

feb 25 its been a while since i've updated. been busy with work and drawing. been drawing alot. but not as much as i should be. hoping to selfpublish a book by june and have a realese party in portland. met some awesome people in portland recently. feel like something big is going to happen this year. looking for a new place next month. going to see if i can get a place of my own. kinda tired of living with people. want to be a hermit and shut out the world out for a bit. i want to travel a little this year. didnt get to do much of it last year. one more thing i have horrible timeing or luck or i'm just too self destructive. who knows and i'll get tony to ask the first question on this one.

oct 29 so i havent updated my website in a while cause i havent been able to get into it. but not that i can i've put a ton of shit in it. alot of stuff has happened since i've updated this site. met some cool people in just the last 5 months. got a new job. hopeing to do a road trip with the beautiful kelley next year. hopefully we'll both have the money for it. one cool thing thats happend to me is that the lovele apnea and her boy chase have decided to put one of my images on their merchandice. wich you can buy here. hope you like and buy a shirt or two. you'd be supporting two awesome and talented friends.

may 23 i'm moving to a new place one the 30th. its on capital hill. cant wait. going to start takeing the bus more. gas is getting out of hand. i've notice a high strungness in myself and others. i think everyone is hurting money wise and they're takeing it out on the people around them. i'm doing ok as of late in the financial sence but not in the emotional way. alot of personal stuff going on in my life so there might be a drop off in drawings posted. i realy things get better soon for everyone.

april 13 so, life is very productive these days. drawing alot and actauly painting. got some big projects lined up. hopeing to finish one in the next couple of days. then i have to save up some cash for the next one. cause its going to be expensive to make. moveing into a new place soon. its going to be more expensive but closer to work so hopefully save on gas. maybe i'll take the bus more. have some shoots lined up this month.

april 1 its april fools and for those who know me, know i hate pranks. so as far as fake holidays go this one blows the royal cock. who ever invented it was a douche and possibly a bully. that said... i have finaly put a second section to the painting section and the suicide section is going to get started once i finish a big project that i'm doing right now. i'm trying to keep my drawing up as well as do my projects. i'm finaly getting off my ass and growing some balls and doing bigger projects. its a combination of brian and apnea. i'm actualy fucking around with oils again too. there are just some thing digital cant do. i miss getting my hands dirty. cant wait to put up the stuff i'm working on. i'm really happy these days. its a rare thing and i'm greatfull for it.

march 20 i hope i dont jinx thing by saying this but, this year is shapeing up to be a good one. had a great visit to miami. something wierd and unexpected happened there. got to hang out with best friends i haven't seen in a year and some. went to portland sunday and shot the amazeing Apnea. she rocks like nobody's business and so does mindy. she found a place for us to shoot. thank you so much mindy! check out what apnea wrote about me here. i've added a new series to the website. Apnea's of course.

february 19 i keep getting a hit from cherry hill, new jersey. so if your from new jersey and you're reading this please e-mail me i would love to know who you are. in other news life is good. i'm going to miami on sunday and i cant fucking wait. soo home sick. going to see danny, who is back from iraq and out of the army. i think this is going to be the best visit to miami ever.

february 1 this year is shaping up to be a good one. nothings in stone yet but i have a bunch of good things comeing up in the comeing months. first the more concrete good news. i'm going to be makeing and binding my own books. best part is i found a place that will sell them. now i just got to get off my ass and do it. the next two big things are less for sure, one more than the other. first the less concrete, i might be getting an exhibit at a gallery in portland and the second is more a for sure thing cause i talked to her is that the infamous APNEA is going to pose for me in march. FUCK YEAH!!! if anyone reads this email me and wish me luck.

january 15 fresh starts, who can ask for anything more? i cant. got rid of some baggage. i was once told "rejection is one thing, rejection from a fool is cruel". Cora spoke the truth. i hate being right about certain things. although i've been blind to alot of things. but now i'm good and buried. this really is the start of a new year. but one thing i've learned is who my friends are. linda you are the sweetest thing. now i'm on to new things and new lessons. life is good again.

december 27 well things don't look good for our hero. but i'm not saying he didnt see things comeing but come on. he's one of the botched and the bunggeled and nothing good comes to them. well not for too long of a time. its ok though, i'll ask the first question for everyone. on a brighter note new year coming up. we'll see what torures that holds. most likely more rainy days and razor blades.

december 10 well haven't updated this thing in a while. mostly do to lack of internet knoledge, but thank god for brian and his vast wisdom and generosity. can't thank him enough for everything he's done for me thru out the years. page 11 will be filled soon. that and another series. in other news, my birthday was a blast got drunk and puked. can you ask for anything more on a birthday? work has been kicking my ass of late but i dont care because i have a girl in my life. she is amazeing and a bag of chips. going to miami in jan or feb, not sure yet. either way i miss my family.

september 09 been a busy couple of months. got promoted, got a new place and now i cant wait to have some money and time to travel again. hopeing to go to cali in october and miami in december. but other than that and being broke, everthing is great. page 10 is almost full. wich is great and bad at the same time. got nothing much else to say other than i miss my friends in far off places. i wish everyone would just move to seattle already!

july 07 fourth of july was a blast. page 9 is up and almost finished. been kinda busy with work. hopeing to travel soon while the weather is good.

june 15 back in seattle. miami fo the most part was good if not depressing. now i'm just slinging pizza like crazy and saveing up cash. moveing to a new place soon, wich will meen that i'll be painting again.

april 19 alot of stuff happening right now. i'm working 7 days a week, for several months, to pay off a new camera. got a canon 5D, yeah baby! it is the sweetest camera. some of my stuff will be in a zine or something, i'm not quit sure whats going on. i'm trusting a freind on this. learning alot about lighting and other technical stuff from him. going to be in miami at the end of may. hopefully this trip will be better than the last one. i have low expectatioins of my friends in miami on this trip. which is a big thing if you know me.

march 19 haven't updated the site in a while. been busy with some birthday cards for some friends. but hope to get back into the swing of things soon. might have something big later this year, but wont jinx it till its for sure. on a side note, been back to some old tricks, been being self destructive.

febuary 13 got back from cali on thursday and have yet to catch up and get into a rhythm of drawing again. my trip to miami has been pushed back to may thanks to my brother. but speaking of SLO. my trip to california was a blast. due mostly to kelley, who annoys and cracks me up at the same time. the girl can do no wrong.

january 12 new year starting on a good note. put a new painting up. hopefully more up in the future. been itching to put more color in my work. so hopefully i'll get myself back in to oils by the middle of the year. i'll be in SLO in the begining of febuary. then miami in late march. just curious, but does anyone read this thing. if so, e-mail me.

december 25 been very busy lately juggleing drawing models, one might become a series. in the local news, i have art up at "sureshot cafe". its my favorite coffee shop. for those who dont know its on the corner of 45th and university, in seattle. suicide series keeps getting put on hold with other projects. i'm starting a playing card series. but only of the major suites.

november 12 back from my trip and at this point i'd like to give miami a big "FUCK YOU". that said, i'm glad to be back in seattle. with its lack of sun, good divers and other things that don't put me in a bad mood. there is nothing like when friends take you for granted. i'm going to have some stuff up at "SURESHOT" on the AVE soon, possibly this week. oh, i got some business cards made for anyone thats intrested.

september 21 added a page 6 to the drawing section. its the first productive thing i've done since i got back from SLO. hopeing to add more to it in the following days.

july 26 been all over the map as of last month. some more paintings are up. i'm makeing post cards of late, so if your intrested in getting one, e-mail me your address and i'll mail it out to you.

june 24 takeing a break from the kelly series and getting side tracked alittle with some other drawings. this thursday begins the long awaited suicide series. so keep your eyes open for it next week.

june 05 "Everything that keeps me together is falling apart, I've got this thing that I consider my only art of fucking people over."

june 03 Back from my trip to cali. Just put in a new series. there will be regular updates to the kelly series.

May 29 I stuck my foot in my mouth, twice today. Payback options - face or stomach, nothing lower.